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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
8:22 PM

I wonder - how do people write their blog posts.

Do they just sit in front of a blaring screen, eyes leaden with exhaustion as their trembling fingers jab at the keys as they complain and whine about how their life has been ruined. Or perhaps their hands fly across they keyboard as they squeal in delight over how awesome their day had been.
Some do not even bother - they just post the occasional entry about how the weather has been lately.
Fewer snap open their laptops after experiencing pure moments of epiphany, their brows furrowed into dark frowns as they bite their lip and type bit by bitty sentence.

There are so many ways as to how to post a blog entry and what to put in it - that it leads us to think: Why do we even bother in the first place?

Some do it for the sake of keeping a tagboard alive. Others don't even think about why they're doing it, they just pop out the first sentences that emerge from their brains.

So why do I do this? Perhaps you can call me one of the doubtful few, those who do not exactly know why they waste time posting on blogs and still continue doing so.

But I do not do it for the sake of having a blog, for the occasional epiphanies and revelations that dawn upon me.
And that's why I write, about things like these. Things people don't believe in even mentioning on their multi-coloured skins, splashed with a spectrum of garish neon paints. Things whose existence people often forget about, things that actually matter to those who looked.

So, tell me. Why do you write?


Thursday, January 11, 2007
6:59 PM

Sometimes -
we forget.

About the people whom we birthed from, about the stories that ran before ours. About the people who stroked our heads, and whispered words of love into our ears, about the people who wiped the ketchup from our mouths, the people who tucked us in at night.

What can I say about parents that hasn't been said before - they nag, they embarrass, they do lame things, they tell terribly corny jokes, they scold, they hit, they look after us.
Yet for all the love they show us, they receive hardly any in return, just some shy hugs, some reluctant pecks on the cheeks from daughters who flock off to their friends moments later, for a fancy shopping spree or to enjoy a chick flick onscreen.

Imagine - our fathers and our mothers, these people whose blood runs through our veins, men and women who dash their unworthy children with blessings of love, only to have their love turned away in cold rejection as they watch their offspring grow into adulthood, shedding the need for parents, starving for their own independence.

Parents, naggy and a tad too serious, who tells us the same old stories of their friends and families, who recycle the same bad jokes, who smile painfully as they watch their child turn their back on them and enter the world as an adult. Parents, who sacrificed everything for us ever since we were born, forgoing their dreams to look after us, forsaking some friendships and forgetting some birthdays, inadvertently losing friends along the way.
Yet they still bulldozed fearlessly on, protecting their children as best as they could, showering their children with as much love as they could muster, while they were still around.

What would life be like without them? Our humble angels in disguise, whom we take for granted and throw away like dirty rags once teenagehood claims our lives. The parents who cry behind closed doors for the children whom they love so much, the very people who rejected them - their children, who unconsciously hold their parents' hearts in their hands.

Do they really deserve it? Does anyone? A harsh word, a testy retort - in the end, it all boils down to nothing at all.

An empty world would ravage our lives, a cold darkness that would envelope our frail hearts, in the absence of the two greatest people on earth - our parents.

Our parents, who fret about us all day, with fingernails chewed down to the bone. It was our parents, who had taught us our first steps, our first alphabets, our first numbers. Our parents who scold and hit us, with a splintering heart behind a snarling, furious mask. Our parents, who cry with us, as they guide us through our growing pains, helping us through heartbreaks and miserable failures, while the rest of the world ignores you so blatantly.
Our parents, whose greatness will forever be unparalled, for the things they do for us, for the things they sacrifice for us, for the thoughts they have about us, for every minute of every day.

And for the amazing love they give us, as they lead us on through the potholed streets of life.


Sunday, January 07, 2007
11:30 AM

The digit counter slips as a four replaces the three.
And so it begins, yet another new year of teenagehood.


profile.

rachel sim.
seven-oh one-ninety three.
fifteen.
scgs.
rafflesian!
guitar ensemble!
blogskinner bubblewrap.
loves her guitars.
loves her books.
loves music, both oldies and contemporaries.

loves maroon 5, my chemical romance, coldplay, mcfly, deathcab for cutie, queen, clay aiken, five for fighting, the eagles, elvis.

loves stardust, star wars, lotr, v for vendetta, babel, romeo and juliet, emma, gone with the wind, CRASH, Moulin Rouge, Breakfast at Tiffany's, The Pianist, Back to the Future, Walk the Line, The Departed

loves friends. and chandler bing.

loves david rocco, nigella lawson and JAMIE OLIVER.

links.
Renee
Sara
Rachel Tio
Bala
Bala's other blog
Jessica Chan
Rachel
Natalie
Joy
Joy's other blog
Joelle
Chloe
Denise
Ling Li
Si Yuan
Michelle Teo
Judith
Zeshan
Clara
Stephanie
Lynnie
Trisha
Val
Jiahui
Pan-e
Miss Goh
6sy blog

;raffles
104'06

104 blog
Cheryl(PSL)
Charlene(PSL)
Xian Ying(SPSL)
Ada(PSL)
Liting
April
Priscilla
Wen Yan
Jenny
Jessica
Sam
Qianyu
Rachel Ang
Huizi
Duxuan
Tienli

;205'07

Jiahe
Wan Ting
Irina
Kimberlyn
Natasha
Claire
Diyanah
Ivalyn
Danetta
Amanda
Izabel
Christine
Cheryl
205

;RGGE

Anna
Priya
Ying Jie
Val
Amanda

;307'08

Peixin

Preservation of the English Language League



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