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Monday, January 02, 2006

11:18 AM

Second day of the new year and I don't feel any better.
I still happen to be brooding over Akkarin and Sonea, but let's put that aside. I'm getting sick of hearing myself think about it.
It seems like just yesterday when Jess and I were mooning over Star Wars in May. 2005, apart from having to study like mad, has probably been one of the best years in school. I think I've probably come a long way from Primary 5, and looking back, I'm kind of ashamed of some of the things I did back in 2004.
I think that I've kind of matured a little bit from the start of P6.
I never actually make New Year Resolutions because I know that I never ever fulfill them but you know what? I just have one thing I want to get straight this year.
I want to mature. I want to stop thinking like a silly twelve year old and start thinking with an actual brain. I wish that I could become mature in a way that I would never make petty judgements, make up lame excuses and become someone who always sees both sides of the issue.
Maybe this will be a repeat of the last time, you know, the unfulfilled goals that I never tried hard enough to reach.

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rachel sim.
seven-oh one-ninety three.
fifteen.
~~scgs.~~
rafflesian!
guitar ensemble!
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loves her guitars.
loves her books.
loves music, both oldies and contemporaries.

loves maroon 5, my chemical romance, coldplay, mcfly, deathcab for cutie, queen, clay aiken, five for fighting, the eagles, elvis.

loves stardust, star wars, lotr, v for vendetta, babel, romeo and juliet, emma, gone with the wind, CRASH, Moulin Rouge, Breakfast at Tiffany's, The Pianist, Back to the Future, Walk the Line, The Departed

loves friends. and chandler bing.

loves david rocco, nigella lawson and JAMIE OLIVER.

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